Well it has almost been a week since we lost our rose. Gone to heaven to be with god at the precious age of 20. I cant believe she is gone. I view pictures that we got of her and just cry. She was so young and her mother just never gave her what she needed. She wasnt even by her side every step of the way. How can a mother do that? My kids are my everything! There is no way I would have left rose if she was my daughter. She left a handsome little boy named nathaniel age 5. She had brothers and sisters who miss her dearly and have no clue how to react. This week has been a big test of my faith in god and if he is really there? I prayed daily since the news broke that she was not doing well with radiation and i prayed non stop for her for healing and for him to heal her body and her spirit. To come into this world and fight all the way through it and die so horribly just is terrible. My heart and mind are with her and hope she found the peace and love her mother never ever gave her.. god bless you rosemarie.. please be with us in spirit and watch over sweetheart! love you and miss you!
