almost a year since rose marie's death..

It is so hard to believe it has almost been a year since our rose marie passed on.. leaving behind her son nathaniel. So much has happened this year.. We have tried to be good christians to help others and it seems it doesnt seem to help or show them a better life..As god is my witness I dont think I can put my children through helping anybody else or letting rude people live in my home. Something will change.. I hope god can work through this persons life and change them. Not only that but I am training in the Operating Room to do csections which is really cool..And jonathon is scheduled to graduate in a few weeks from the eighth grade! Seems like just yesterday he was born.. but such is life.. we all grow older, wiser, some of us that is, and one day will meet our maker..

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one flaw in women..

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men....
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
But they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
And laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in..
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
When they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
And cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
A birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
Yet they are strong when they
Think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
Can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
To show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
Makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
Family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
And everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

It has been such an odd week.. two of the people i grew up watching along with millions of others have died.. michael jackson was my idol with his dancing! I always wanted to do the moonwalk.. and watching farrah fawcett on charlies angels.. I always wished i had her hair.. i hope they both are welcomed into heavenly fathers arms.. rip both of you..

MICHAEL JACKSON August 29, 1958 in Gary, Indiana died June 25, 2009..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZI9OYMRwN1Q Michael Jackson black or white video

Rosemarie Balandran

Well it has almost been a week since we lost our rose. Gone to heaven to be with god at the precious age of 20. I cant believe she is gone. I view pictures that we got of her and just cry. She was so young and her mother just never gave her what she needed. She wasnt even by her side every step of the way. How can a mother do that? My kids are my everything! There is no way I would have left rose if she was my daughter. She left a handsome little boy named nathaniel age 5. She had brothers and sisters who miss her dearly and have no clue how to react. This week has been a big test of my faith in god and if he is really there? I prayed daily since the news broke that she was not doing well with radiation and i prayed non stop for her for healing and for him to heal her body and her spirit. To come into this world and fight all the way through it and die so horribly just is terrible. My heart and mind are with her and hope she found the peace and love her mother never ever gave her.. god bless you rosemarie.. please be with us in spirit and watch over sweetheart! love you and miss you!